menyumpal dogma(2)
jika saja aku bisa menyumpal dogma
dan mengikatnya kedalam lemari
akan kulakukan agar telinga ini..
ya telinga ini tak menjadi tuli
dengan ayat-ayat nya
dengan rasa bersalah ditiap deru..
deru dan nafas saat ku terbayang wajahnya
jadi ada yang tahu cara menyumpal dogma?
13.10.10
12.10.10
30 hari
@kavin
Humm ya sudah sebulan kami menjalin hubungan ini.Hubungan yang kami mulai jauh sebelum kami mememutuskan menjadi sepasang kekasih.Bermula dari persahabatan di Facebook L dan menadi twins.Saat kami putus dari pacar masing-masing dan anehnya mantan pacar brina dari Yogya juga. heheheh.., lalu saat Malam takbiran akumenyatakan cinta dan memintanya menjadi kekasihku.Tentu saja setelah beberapa hari sebelumnya aku mendapkan sinyal-sinyal dari brina(Hp kali sinyal).
Beberapa hari setelah kami jadian, mulailah berdatangan masalah dari out kami.Mulai dari mnantan@ku yg mulai hadir meminta aku jadi pasangan mereka lagi sampai fansku yg menawarkan diri menjadi sephia.
Tentu saja juga ada mantan brina yg dari yogya yg marah marah karena merasa dikhianati.tangis dan tawa ada selama 30 hari kami bersama.......tentu saja kami melakukan beberapa hal yg biasa dilakukan hub LDR selayaknya..hehehe ..huss jangan omesh..maksudnya ya telephone gtu loh, chating ym dan comment di fb L..heheheh.
Ini memang tak mudah secara kavin;s past tome rada ribet dengan segala macam uborampenya.....tapi brina selalu saja sabar dengan kavin.....Thanks brina...
Iam not perfect but i willllll try the best i can.I will not make promise but u know me better than all...love u poby..my dear bear
Humm ya sudah sebulan kami menjalin hubungan ini.Hubungan yang kami mulai jauh sebelum kami mememutuskan menjadi sepasang kekasih.Bermula dari persahabatan di Facebook L dan menadi twins.Saat kami putus dari pacar masing-masing dan anehnya mantan pacar brina dari Yogya juga. heheheh.., lalu saat Malam takbiran akumenyatakan cinta dan memintanya menjadi kekasihku.Tentu saja setelah beberapa hari sebelumnya aku mendapkan sinyal-sinyal dari brina(Hp kali sinyal).
Beberapa hari setelah kami jadian, mulailah berdatangan masalah dari out kami.Mulai dari mnantan@ku yg mulai hadir meminta aku jadi pasangan mereka lagi sampai fansku yg menawarkan diri menjadi sephia.
Tentu saja juga ada mantan brina yg dari yogya yg marah marah karena merasa dikhianati.tangis dan tawa ada selama 30 hari kami bersama.......tentu saja kami melakukan beberapa hal yg biasa dilakukan hub LDR selayaknya..hehehe ..huss jangan omesh..maksudnya ya telephone gtu loh, chating ym dan comment di fb L..heheheh.
Ini memang tak mudah secara kavin;s past tome rada ribet dengan segala macam uborampenya.....tapi brina selalu saja sabar dengan kavin.....Thanks brina...
Iam not perfect but i willllll try the best i can.I will not make promise but u know me better than all...love u poby..my dear bear
Kavin's fav song
Out of my head_fastball
Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility however it may roll
Give it a spin
See if it can somehow factor in
You know there's always
More than one way to say exactly
What you mean to say
Chorus
Was I out of my head
Or was I out of my mind
How could have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up, too
[Instrumental Break]
Was I out of my head
Or was I out of my mind
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up, too
Was I out of my head
Or was I out of my mind
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation
It was hard to finf
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up, too
Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility however it may roll
Give it a spin
See if it can somehow factor in
You know there's always
More than one way to say exactly
What you mean to say
Chorus
Was I out of my head
Or was I out of my mind
How could have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up, too
[Instrumental Break]
Was I out of my head
Or was I out of my mind
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up, too
Was I out of my head
Or was I out of my mind
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation
It was hard to finf
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then it's time you spoke up, too
10.10.10
saat Twins menjadi Satu
Gak enak juga udah dapat ultimatum berkali-kali dari my kavin untuk nyorat-nyoret blog ini. Secara ebenarnya 'pemilik sah' blog ini sebenarnya aku tp malah my kavin yang rajin nulis....hihihi
Tapi aku putuskan untuk berbagi blog ini dengan my kavin karena aku ingin mengukir crita2 kami disini... :D
Oya,,kenapa postingan ini aku kasih judul 'saat Twins menjadi Satu?'Gak ada yang tau kan?!Mangkanya aku kasih tau.Tolong disimak baik-baik yaa...
Aku bener2 gak nyangka bakalan pacaran ma sableng woman ini. Gimana gak,,orang setiap chat,comment2 d fb,ato bahkan telponan, isinya hampir semua cela2an.Gak ada yg namanya kasih pujian apalagi rayuan.Kami dulu juga sering tukar cerita ttg pacar kami masing2.Saling banggain pacar kami,,sering curhat jg kalo pacar kami lagi ngambek,de el el. Kami jg sering cerita tentang dunia L.Pandangan2 kami tentang Lesbian,dari mulai label kami apa,website lesbian,buku/novel about Lesbian sampai hal2 umum seperti hobby,keluarga dan cita-cita kami. Semuanya mengalir begitu saja,,sampai kami sadar kalo ternyata kami punya banyak persamaan. Cara pandang kami tentang L world,,label (klo ini mah kbetulan yaa?!hihi),dan yg pasti kami sama2 sedikit 'gila'.Sejak sadar kalo kami pny banyak persamaan,,kami putuskan untuk menaikkan status kami dr teman biasa menjadi Twins a.k.a duo kembar!xixixi
Seiring berjalannya waktu,,hubungan kami dengan pacar masing2 slalu saja ada masalah.Dan kami slalu sharing satu sama lain tentang permasalahan dg pacar masing2.Kata my kavin tidak ada yang kebetulan di dunia ini,,tetapi semua sudah direncakan(Masak sih sayang?!?:p).Suatu hari my kavin bilang klo dia putus ma pacarnya. Sebagai 'kembarannya',jelas aku gak mau lihat dia sedih.Aq blg ma dia utk balikan aja. Tp ternyata hubungan itu memang sudah gak bisa dipertahankan.Akhirnya my kavin dan eks nya putus beneran. Naah,,gmn nasib hubunganku dg pacar aku?(waktu itu).Hubungan aku ma mantan juga gak kalah rumit. Rumit banget malah,,kaya' benang kusut. Sampai suatu hari aku dan mantan jg gak bisa mempertahankan hubungan kami.
Selanjutnya,,,bisa pembaca tebak sendiri..hehe
Atau my kavin aja yaa yg aku suruh terusin??Sayaaaang.......*triak2 panggil my kavin untuk nerusin crita ini ;)
_bryna 3.22 pm_
Tapi aku putuskan untuk berbagi blog ini dengan my kavin karena aku ingin mengukir crita2 kami disini... :D
Oya,,kenapa postingan ini aku kasih judul 'saat Twins menjadi Satu?'Gak ada yang tau kan?!Mangkanya aku kasih tau.Tolong disimak baik-baik yaa...
Aku bener2 gak nyangka bakalan pacaran ma sableng woman ini. Gimana gak,,orang setiap chat,comment2 d fb,ato bahkan telponan, isinya hampir semua cela2an.Gak ada yg namanya kasih pujian apalagi rayuan.Kami dulu juga sering tukar cerita ttg pacar kami masing2.Saling banggain pacar kami,,sering curhat jg kalo pacar kami lagi ngambek,de el el. Kami jg sering cerita tentang dunia L.Pandangan2 kami tentang Lesbian,dari mulai label kami apa,website lesbian,buku/novel about Lesbian sampai hal2 umum seperti hobby,keluarga dan cita-cita kami. Semuanya mengalir begitu saja,,sampai kami sadar kalo ternyata kami punya banyak persamaan. Cara pandang kami tentang L world,,label (klo ini mah kbetulan yaa?!hihi),dan yg pasti kami sama2 sedikit 'gila'.Sejak sadar kalo kami pny banyak persamaan,,kami putuskan untuk menaikkan status kami dr teman biasa menjadi Twins a.k.a duo kembar!xixixi
Seiring berjalannya waktu,,hubungan kami dengan pacar masing2 slalu saja ada masalah.Dan kami slalu sharing satu sama lain tentang permasalahan dg pacar masing2.Kata my kavin tidak ada yang kebetulan di dunia ini,,tetapi semua sudah direncakan(Masak sih sayang?!?:p).Suatu hari my kavin bilang klo dia putus ma pacarnya. Sebagai 'kembarannya',jelas aku gak mau lihat dia sedih.Aq blg ma dia utk balikan aja. Tp ternyata hubungan itu memang sudah gak bisa dipertahankan.Akhirnya my kavin dan eks nya putus beneran. Naah,,gmn nasib hubunganku dg pacar aku?(waktu itu).Hubungan aku ma mantan juga gak kalah rumit. Rumit banget malah,,kaya' benang kusut. Sampai suatu hari aku dan mantan jg gak bisa mempertahankan hubungan kami.
Selanjutnya,,,bisa pembaca tebak sendiri..hehe
Atau my kavin aja yaa yg aku suruh terusin??Sayaaaang.......*triak2 panggil my kavin untuk nerusin crita ini ;)
_bryna 3.22 pm_
8.10.10
My brina's fav song
Ne-Yo – Never Knew I Needed
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you’re something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don’t wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)
You’re the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You’re the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
Who’d knew that I’d be here (who’d knew that I’d be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you’re the…
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it’s so clear I need you here always
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you’re something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don’t wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)
You’re the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You’re the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
Who’d knew that I’d be here (who’d knew that I’d be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you’re the…
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You’re the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it’s so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it’s so clear I need you here always
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